សួស្ដី បង Sabay!
readers who always read all of kinds of information released by Sabay
Newspaper. And I am also happy thay Sabay gives a chance to anyone who
wants to show out about their personal love story to pose in this
newspaper. Now i want to ask your help for me to reveal my bitter love
during my past life at university because I dare not tell anyone around
me coz if I said, someone will think that I am crazy man in love but if
I still keep it I fell in my heart nearly break out. So this is no
choice but have chance to show out on this web site and please Bong
sabay helps me to translate in Khmer.
My bitter love story is starting while I finished high school and move
to study at university at the remote area. When I passed my high school
with good mention and I also got scholarship to study at that province.
For the first and second year, I tried to study. I do not care about
love, drinking or anything else besides studying. At the same time I was
selected as a English-part time teacher for one institute, that time I
met and knew many people and student both men and ladies. The time is
moving and my heart does not stay the same, I felt I fall in love my own
private student, she is not too pretty for anyone but she is very
beautiful for me. We started contacting with each other when I am a
second year and so is her. Our ages are nearly the same and we study the
same year (generation). We started contacting with each other more than
3 years. But during 3 years, I met both happiness and sadness. While I
was falling in love with her, I learned that there was a man who she was
also contacting with. But I still ignored with what I have known because
I do not want to finish my first love at that time. I still ignored
although I know that she loved him more than me. One day I asked her to
tell me detail about that man but she told me that he is only her friend
but i know clearly that he and she is not a normal friend because she
always went to school with him all time. I and He are also the
well-known men in the school because I and he have some importance
position in the school difference place. I really do not understand with
her heart. I still keep in touch with her till I studied year 4. In the
middle of year 3, school prepared a field trip to visit at Angkor wat,
I, her and he also went to there. She decided not to take car with me
but she took car with him.
She went for a walk with him and took photo with him but her eyes
always looking for me and feel scare and go a bit far from him when she
saw me but on the back of me, I really do not know? One day, it was the
last day of staying in Angkor; we all (all students) had to visit at
Angkor Conservation center. I did not stay inside because i feel hungry
and want to find something to eat and then she decided not stay with him
and went out to meet me. I did not know she want to find me at the
eating shop. But a few minute later, he came there and talk with me very
seriously and impolite word but replied nothing because think that it is
no value to make argument with him on the road. That time I suggested
her to decide which one she needed. And then she said that She loves me
and that although what happened she will not go away from me but she
asked me some time for her in order to forget him because he is the
first love for her. I agreed because I know that the first is very
difficult to forget like me, I try to forget her but however I cannot.
From that time, I still keep in touch like before and I let her do what
she needed to forget her. 1 year later, at the end of year 4, and the
last day of taking exam for finishing the bachelor, that day is the
happiest day I though in my mind but it become the most hurt day for me.
The last word she said to me is “ Bong I can not let him go because he
is the first for me but you are the second, so ……….”.
So what should I do to forget her in case now my heart is full of her
image?
Why is she cruel for me like this ?
At the last, I would like to thank ( Bong Sabay ) .
Hurting regards,
អរុណសួស្ដី បង Sabay តើបងសុខសប្បាយជាទេ
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Dear Bong Sabay,
Good morning both sabay, how are you and your work? I am one of thereaders who always read all of kinds of information released by Sabay
Newspaper. And I am also happy thay Sabay gives a chance to anyone who
wants to show out about their personal love story to pose in this
newspaper. Now i want to ask your help for me to reveal my bitter love
during my past life at university because I dare not tell anyone around
me coz if I said, someone will think that I am crazy man in love but if
I still keep it I fell in my heart nearly break out. So this is no
choice but have chance to show out on this web site and please Bong
sabay helps me to translate in Khmer.
My bitter love story is starting while I finished high school and move
to study at university at the remote area. When I passed my high school
with good mention and I also got scholarship to study at that province.
For the first and second year, I tried to study. I do not care about
love, drinking or anything else besides studying. At the same time I was
selected as a English-part time teacher for one institute, that time I
met and knew many people and student both men and ladies. The time is
moving and my heart does not stay the same, I felt I fall in love my own
private student, she is not too pretty for anyone but she is very
beautiful for me. We started contacting with each other when I am a
second year and so is her. Our ages are nearly the same and we study the
same year (generation). We started contacting with each other more than
3 years. But during 3 years, I met both happiness and sadness. While I
was falling in love with her, I learned that there was a man who she was
also contacting with. But I still ignored with what I have known because
I do not want to finish my first love at that time. I still ignored
although I know that she loved him more than me. One day I asked her to
tell me detail about that man but she told me that he is only her friend
but i know clearly that he and she is not a normal friend because she
always went to school with him all time. I and He are also the
well-known men in the school because I and he have some importance
position in the school difference place. I really do not understand with
her heart. I still keep in touch with her till I studied year 4. In the
middle of year 3, school prepared a field trip to visit at Angkor wat,
I, her and he also went to there. She decided not to take car with me
but she took car with him.
She went for a walk with him and took photo with him but her eyes
always looking for me and feel scare and go a bit far from him when she
saw me but on the back of me, I really do not know? One day, it was the
last day of staying in Angkor; we all (all students) had to visit at
Angkor Conservation center. I did not stay inside because i feel hungry
and want to find something to eat and then she decided not stay with him
and went out to meet me. I did not know she want to find me at the
eating shop. But a few minute later, he came there and talk with me very
seriously and impolite word but replied nothing because think that it is
no value to make argument with him on the road. That time I suggested
her to decide which one she needed. And then she said that She loves me
and that although what happened she will not go away from me but she
asked me some time for her in order to forget him because he is the
first love for her. I agreed because I know that the first is very
difficult to forget like me, I try to forget her but however I cannot.
From that time, I still keep in touch like before and I let her do what
she needed to forget her. 1 year later, at the end of year 4, and the
last day of taking exam for finishing the bachelor, that day is the
happiest day I though in my mind but it become the most hurt day for me.
The last word she said to me is “ Bong I can not let him go because he
is the first for me but you are the second, so ……….”.
So what should I do to forget her in case now my heart is full of her
image?
Why is she cruel for me like this ?
At the last, I would like to thank ( Bong Sabay ) .
Hurting regards,
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